Yesterday may have been one of those days that tested both mine and Sam's patience.... as well as our energy. We spent 6 1/2 hours at the Oncology Center, with 45 of those minutes spent huddled in the basement, due to Tornado warnings. Our area was under a tornado threat for a good portion of the day.
AT ONE POINT IT LOOKED DARK AS NIGHT OUTSIDE
Nothing bonds strangers together like sirens, people scrambling to find shelter, concrete walls, and the awkward hum of silence, while standing shoulder to shoulder amongst 200 people. I will say, the nursing staff did a fantastic job of making sure everyone was safe.
Through it all, my heart stayed full. My Sam (bless his heart) was so exhausted and his sugar level was 56 at one time......yet, he was doing his best to find chairs for the much elderly folks to sit in.
Life can get bumpy and sometimes we find ourselves waiting in a doctor's office, longer than some of the road trips we have taken. Sometimes the storms come, literally and figuratively, but what a blessing it is to have a circle of blogging friends praying us through.
Each one of you....you are like a gentle light on a stormy day. You've cheered us on in good moments and prayed with us through all the heavy ones.
Today, I am simply saying thank you. From the bottom of my slightly sleep-deprived heart, I am grateful for your prayers and your faithful presence in my life.
"Yesterday may have tested my patience, but on the bright side, I know I can survive a tornado warning, a waiting room marathon, hard chairs, and vending machine coffee.....all in one day! It that's not character building, I don't know what is."
Shug.......
Update on Sam: The oncologist surgeon met with us and explained that Sam is NOT a candidate for surgery. In order to remove the tumor, they would have to remove the entire right lobe of his liver, which could put him in danger of liver failure. Second Oncologist met with us and explained that we will wait 3 months to see if the Y90 treatment worked and if there are any cancer cells still there. If so, a biopsy will be done and then we move forward with more treatments. The doctor was not very encouraging and basically told us that this is going to be a very long journey. BUT GOD!!! HE IS OUR HEALER!
I don't know, I think my character's built out as far as it can go right now. I'm hoping fervently for good news for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm praying for you both. Much love and hugs.
ReplyDeleteOh Shug, I'm so sorry Sam and you had to go through all of this yesterday. Not only is this a difficult time for him, but he was finding chairs for the elderly to sit. Yes, this sounds like it was a challenging day for sure. Tornado warnings, that is scary in addition to all you went through. And now having to wait three months to see if the treatment works. I just said a quiet prayer for you both. A big hug for you, Shug, as you continue your days with your Sam and finding treatment and care and healing. Yes, God is our Healer in both mind and body.
ReplyDelete~Sheri
What a horrid experience you two had to go through yesterday, Shug, but your (and Sam's) resilience shone through like the sun! As I've said in previous comments, I'm keeping you both in my prayers, and have put you both on the prayer list at my church. Love to you both!
ReplyDeleteWowzers! That was far more excitement than you bargained for. But such beautiful truth in your words my Friend. And such a powerful and wonderful attitude. Continued prayers for Sam's healing and for the best news in the months to come. 🙏🏻 Happy Mother's Day ahead to you too. 💗
ReplyDeleteEven on those very hard, unexpected days...God is with you each step of the way.
ReplyDeleteGod is our healer.
Blessings in the middle of hardship. Your faith shines.
Praying for you both,
Terri
My heart goes out to you. Sounds like you are going through a literal storm trying the faith. My prayers are with you and hope Sam will be healed. What an experience going through that storm. So glad you were not injured.
ReplyDelete(((hugs))) What a saga your yesterday was. God certainly is our refuge in the time of storms. Praying that you can rest and remember that Jehova-Rapha God is our healer.
ReplyDeleteExodus 15:26
Love you my friend and prayers are continuing
Sue
Wow, what a day! So glad there was no tornado and that you were able to leave the basement intact...but what a test of faith and perseverance for everyone! Praying now for your hubby and his treatment plan, etc. We know that God is the Great Physician, and He has the last say in the matter...so just keep moving forward one step at a time and trust Him to be your guide and healer. He is in control, and therefore you are in the very best hands. Continued prayers for both of you.
ReplyDeleteSo no cure then...just management...that is a hard pill to swallow. I am so sorry that the Dr was not more encouraging. Rest assured God has a plan. Back in 1986 my Dad had Bladder Cancer and the prognosis was not good, however God is a great Physician. I told my Mom the day Dad was struggling to live the most that we had to give him up to God because God loves him more than we do and it will all be okay. Dad lived until 2022...cancer free. He was a survivor with God's help!
ReplyDeleteI heard about Sam through the grape vine and want you to know I will pray for you and Sam. So happy the tornado missed you and what a tight spot, and you always do so well in them. God bless you and your Sam and family and praying for the treatment to work.
ReplyDeleteWell, I am at least glad that he will not need surgery. That is not easy for us at our age. I just love how you change your background and header every post. And the header matches the background today! No matter what is going on, you manage to be our upbeat cheerleader. And I know at times that cannot be easy.
ReplyDeleteHey, it's Ginny. For some reason the comment said I am anonymous. Anyway, my quote is the one above that says anonymous.
ReplyDeleteWhat a frightening experience at the Cancer Center! I don't mind admitting, I'm the biggest coward when it comes to twisters -- thank goodness, you were in that structure with a basement! And yes, I had to smile big at Sam putting aside his own discomfort and helping others. What a guy!
ReplyDeleteBy the grace of God, my Tom's a two-time cancer survivor (bladder and lung) so I KNOW there's nothing our Lord can't do. Continued prayers, dear lady!
You both earn the Patience Award for what you endured today. My goodness.
ReplyDeleteOkay so now we all know how to pray for Sam and you. I pray you both are feeling God’s comfort through all of this. We’re here for you!
Goodness, tornado warning. We've had big storms but nothing like that.
ReplyDeleteAll the best on the medical journey. We've had 118 appointments since 2013! It is a journey.
What an encouragment you are to all of us. Your attitude, your faith, your creative way of making something terrible sound tolerable. I can't even image a tornado warning, much less a tornado. Born and raised in CA the only thing we had were earthquates, and years ago, there was NO warning. I've had Sam on my and in my prayers and although the news was not want you wanted, it so good to know our kind and loving Heavenly Father knows and feels our pain and will get you through for your good, and HIS glory. Your testimony is already bring Him glory. Loving you and Sam.
ReplyDeleteOh my goodness. You are a strong woman and Sam a strong man. Always thinking of the other person no matter what circumstances. I hate all that bad weather making a rough time worse. 56 is LOW - I hope he had something to bring his number up. I hate lows like that. I thought the liver regenerated - so I am surprised they can't remove part of it. No transplants either? It was sure good you got your stint in before this. God takes care of the little details. I agree about your testimony is already bringing HIM glory. Prayers WILL BE said.
ReplyDeleteOh Shug. I am SO SORRY to know you and your "forever love" are going through this difficult journey. I will most certainly pray. It's so good to find things to be grateful for. I will be thinking and praying for you and Sam. Hugs. Susan
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like a very challenging day.
ReplyDeleteI am praying even more for Sam and for you. Keep trusting in God.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you both.
I hope you can both now rest and recuperate after a very trying day. I'm sorry your news was not more encouraging. Good luck and strength for what lies ahead.
ReplyDeleteNow that is not your typical day at the doctors office. Wow, what an ordeal not to mention a very long day. Glad everyone was ok though.
ReplyDeleteThat wasn't very encouraging news from the doctor but keep the faith and know that there are people praying for you
But God! -- Amen!!! Nothing is too difficult for Him.
ReplyDeletePraying for you and Sam.
My heart is with you on this long road ahead.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you both and keeping you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteAll the best Jan